A Piece of Paper

A keyboard. mug. calendar. a deposit slip. white telephone. laserjet printer. a stuff dog. a pencil sharpener. green chair. the bulletin board. water dispenser. an air freshener. picture frame. white wall. staple wire. contact numbers. a hardwood desk. adequate lighting. a cork board. drewberry. a piece of paper...




Sometimes, when we're all perplexed with life's endless puzzles, we get a piece of paper to come up with answers. We write down things. We do a list. We look at our resources. We cross out ideas. We generate scenarios. We balance our reasons. WE create infinite possibilities.



Then suddenly, we still end up staring at the piece of paper. We realize that we did not come up with anything. For life, as simple as it is, was never meant to find answers.

Fire Sale

Sometimes I wish that life is just a fire sale idea, just like in the flick live free or die hard. That when we hit the dead end, we go back to start again. That we can restore everything after destroying everything. That in similarity, after a computer malfunction, we just hit the reset button and everything will be back to normal again. That the only way to rebuild it is to start from the scratch. That what we build for many years can be rearrange according to our longing so we will feel better and feel new again. But this is not just a scheme, this is real life. We deal with real people here with unbound emotions. Sometimes that what makes it difficult - is that we never know where to begin. That where we end is not just the start of the new beginning.

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I am not making any sense here. I know. I'm currently in an old town where everything is in tranquil. I should be sleeping.

The Law of Recognition

The Law of Recognition
by Mike Murdock

Everything you need is already in your life, merely awaiting your recognition of it. Anything unrecognized remains uncelebrated by you. Anything you refuse to celebrate eventually exits your life. A gift...a miracle...a person.


(I haven't read the book itself that's why it would be very hard to get the context of what he's trying to say. So let's just say, I have a copy and I was able to dissect one.)

Bottom line, at the end of the day, we all wish to be recognized because we never intend to disappear in that person's life.

Kryptonite

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There, holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

Have you ever thought that the thing that keeps you alive is the same kryptonite that weakens your heart? Or is it the other way around?

Find Your Sharks

I am being hound by my shark today and I need to engage so I'll make this quick.

We were always told that in order to have a fruitful life we have to find our sharks. However, what we were not told is how to deal after finding them. This is a common paradox in life. We were told what to do but the rest and how to do it is always up to us. We have to learn fast or else it will cost us everything and everything left of us.

Upon facing these fierce predators, we tend to become very cautious not to make any mistake to avoid finding ourselves bleeding under their serrated white teeth. We even avoid unnecessary movements and play dead just to let them pass. That's why most of us stay out of the water. We know we can out-swim them for a dry land, so we never give it a chance.

But what if it is the only one who can unleash the best character we have. Would you still play safe out of the water or would you engage even you might find yourself broken and bleeding into smaller pieces inside their stomach?

By the way, people kill thousand more sharks every year than the other way around, so enjoy finding one. Ouch! Hey shark! It hurts!

The Boring Week

This happens when your mind doesn't equate what your heart feels. No matter how hard you try to dig in, sometimes you just don't find anything from within. You can't write anything and you still try to suppress what you feel but it doesn't help. Don't worry. This kind of things happens. It will be over soon.

Theory, it all boils down to what happened this past few days...oh, nothing happened. That sums it all.

'til I can fix my broken head.